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| her: it's been a while since you felt a spark, huh?
him: mmm...mhmm
yeah it's true. I haven't really felt it lately, but I am content. We are quite busy with our life (work school etc) haven't been on a date in a while and it's okay. I feel like we're okay. Now question is lately I've been having some "nightmares" like he leaves me for someone else or for something else and iono if that's my subconsciousness being insecure or it really is tiring :/ like we're COMFORTABLE with each other again. I don't think I have to worry, but it's been on my mind for the past couple days now. I haven't felt a spark nor have I felt like "butterflies" or anything with him. One thing I know for sure though is the fact I wanna be with him and I love how we fall asleep with each other. I guess that's what counts right? It's all a part of growing up. | | |
| sometimes I want out.
it's not out of the relationship really but this just questions how will we live when we really are officially together (married) if it were to happen, of course. i know people get tired of each other or annoyed for that matter.. this is one of the reasons I started to volunteer. yet it seems like it's not enough. he wanted out he didn't wanna be with me either. it happens sometimes. would it be rude to kick him out for like a week? haha.. so sad xD iono i feel irritated and complaining a lot & i know him and people in general just don't wanna hear it. sigh** what to do?? | | |
| This is it!! the "make it or break it" for nursing: Med Surg. I honestly don't believe how I made it this far because (ilke usual) I feel like I don't know a thing. I'm proud of my cohort and everyone ahead of me for passing because this is the hardest quarter (besides 1st nursing qtr: Pharm/Patho/Physical Asssessment = the basis) ahh! I'm so nervous & anxious no doubt. I also got accepted working in the Emergency Department at Greater El Monte Community Hospital, which is great, but questions my ability even more. 1st day (Fri 01/06/12) and boy did I learn a lot and realized I didn't know much at the same time. Back to the Med Surg course, it's only been the 1st day/week and I'm tripping balls trying to really get myself together to excel and LEARN what I am going to be practicing for life. All this is keeping me busy and I'm more than satisfied with where I am at. Thanks to all my support AND special shout out to Danny Truong (twin) for reminding me because as much as I am happy and subconsciously know that people are proud of me he had put it out there :3 ahh~ TRUE FRIENDS ARE THE ONES WHO MAY NOT TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY (EVEN DISAPPEAR) BUT WILL BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM :D fyi the number of those friends are not of great number but the few that really count x] | | |
| Theres a lot in my mind and on my chest... A lot that I want to say, but most importantly I'm kinda getting over it :) I dgaf right now and I will enjoy it as an independent woman. | | |
| Maybe it's Tom. I think it's me, but I feel no difference if u were sleeping beside me. I'm better off cuddling mashimaru that April got me x( we sleep on the edges anyway and don't really talk. We're comfortable apart and doing our own thing. Seriously dunno what it is... | | |
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